This is whats left of the ceiling in my room. The fire bunred for hours without anyone knowing it so it had tons of time to do tons of damage. The guilt that I first felt, since it started in my room, was overwhelming, did I do something to cause this, or could I have prevented this disaster? I know now or at least I'm trying to move past that. I've a Virgo so guilt and I know each other well. I still have not been able to truly get my head around the enormity of what has happened. I find myself wondering, sometimes if I will wake up tomorrow and this will be one hell of a bad dream. no such luck. This is my life and I hate it.